You & Me Sketches 2008

New friend asked me : Did you went to art school?

i answered: I self studied art... before i entered two art colleges.

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Old friend with sarcastic answered : Sorry i dont like those unusual arts.

i didnt question any to them, but i guess they prefer satire arts.

BEFORE

Male Series of figure sketches,charcoal on paper,1999



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AFTER
One of sketches at Thailand, Ink on paper, 2007

Egon Schiele

Egon Schiele (1890-1918) he painted his art with an emotional intensity, coupled with his radical formal innovations, characterized the Austrian contribution to Expressionism.

His arts showing ugly distortion in place of accepted notions of beauty, unveiled eroticism, and personal angst--are those for which it is considered most compelling today.

Lighten the moment secukupinya.

Tergelam dalam hati bujang yang mimpi ku.

Sekira anak cintamu berkesan yang hati ku.

Life accumulate felt of blomson under the summer humid day.

Tiada berdendam dengan wa,tapi badan berikat rapat dalam hati.

Lighten the moment secukupi.

Putra, putra yang putra.

Juru, Penang, Malaysia

Malaysian Artistes For Unity 2008

Here in My Home

One song sang in the air, appeared infront my eyes when sat down at the air itam mamak restaurant,
Hits FM MTV direct on TV. Jaclyn victor after Ning Baizura, both considered quite elastic voice.

Afterall, My college senior Chan Fong from 988fm, friend Pang khee teik , which's editor also director Kakiseni.com and my Ex-Art performance Loreal Hair stylist with all together appearing at the video.
Shining stars....
Wow, so liveliness and hearted….. our home, sweet home, malaysia.
Proud to be malaysian.



http://www.malaysianartistesforunity.info/

First time at Alor Star town area, Kedah

Hows the photo speaks it self for the expression?


Order a good masakan at kedai from kakak, accidently found thought was a plate of some kind decorative module? Nope, Kakak told me this is damn old historical of used to be bus terminal centre for the past and also known as famous alorsetar bus stop has been converted to the restaurant right now.

New trend at the Shah alam

Ran off the time before step into the komuter at kl central,
Time blashed,kick off jump to Rapid KL heading to friend place,
Suprisely, black car stopped at petrol station,a voice came out qing...'
I stood.
2pm after got up and went for kelantan dishes, Rm7.60 about same to Mcd happy meal price that i having last night.
World moves,people moving,
This is good chances?
A guys around eyes with black makeup dark circle.

Thats all belong to new trend.
Welcome again to Shah Alam.

Might the god blessings towards to your attitudes of your miracle(2005)

11 July 2005 early morning my car window got smacked,
All valuable stuffs stolen, My first time make a police report,
I hate this, and I asked the policemen ‘ do you get paid well in salary?’
because my belonging was total lost about rm2500,thats over than my salary, pretty sad. cry also no use.

Unconsciously, I found I wasn’t that mad, Might the god blessings towards to attitudes of that person miracle, Might the god forgives you because of your life measurement getting bound, And you should able to know I can’t live without music, learning materials and image attributes, but you do insist despoiled? This is an accursed ?

(sting white t-shirt.....)14 juLy 2005

It is not the keyboard started with the capital T...(2005)

Two months ago,an unknown aerobic mate,I glimpsed him among the crowd.I didnt concern that he is the one I have browse from the net...but after i realise , I did ,and accidently i pressed the keyboard of T and email it....


Many things I do not perceive directly,But I do able to estimate somethings…In addition, I do have my instinct of my eyesight.We are grown ups, where we won't even know how to act like mature,like a boy , Like a new born boy in the world...


It can be in this society, Whom can't face time by time in life growing or physically growing ?I didnt to be, i just want to be myself only.....

I back without any direction of my hometown that night...Just fell to reaching there , but i couldnt catch it....i didnt know what happening for the next.....Meaning of life as what you said counting day by day.... but you didnt mean that, the answers always keeping inside your heart and continuing in your mind.Why we say good bye so sombered , Are we really say good bye after shaking hands.Doesnt embrace for me to left behind, feeling should not say.Ought to be i rare hug by someone for time being....because i know and i knew that i would be back.


My friend say, why people have gave me a thesis, and i become theoretical at the end !i cant give any specific dimension of my answer to him,no doudt that i have to learm from...In another way , i might not let my voice to speak out loudly.Killing my time , its not what i want , just try to compose my notes.you did things that i might not understand sometimes,but i couldnt predict what you trying to do,just like when you logged the car door after our dinner....but .... i knew that feeling was there ... ....

2:10am 22 june 2005

Local Dish Mamak, Should try.

i like the fish...

Antinomy between take it or leave it…(2005)

Ruthless of me to said out,Why I did? Because I’m selfish,I did not want to continue involving of oppressiveness.Antinomy between take it or leave it………

But I wasn’t in good taste.It is not tradition Chinese ghost day 15/7/05But after 15 July 2005 “this” will be expiry.How spectacular also mean less.All the elements it might change,How essence materials also impulses into another forms,Flower wont drops, but deforming……….

Stay away mixed feelings and went for body balance,I was waked up by the serenity music.10mins lying at mat, curious what are the others fitness mates their minds.Do you think of me?We are person of Chinese ancestry,But we are born Malaysia-Chinese and proud of what we have,Don’t tell…. You are animated of pure-heartedness…You are avoids embellish…Because of these I fantasize what you have than others don’t.Could we just stay out of the city?

One of my net buddies, who also originated from Penang,Says: why intensive for observations?So am I?He added: live in wisdom and we are assessing from within yourself the formulae you are looking for you to live a better lives……Emmm…..I think everyone also knows what they wants…..But maybe I was born in fragile of clan, (not an impotent, please)Buddy, I think u had figure out that most of my words,Always occur between with the answers and without the answer or ending?

So am I? No! You don’t have necessary to ignore the question,I do believe the answer is always inside your heart.Because we are not lazy to think it…
So are you? So am I?

Just finished one can of 6.4% Thai made Blue Ice Beer,Nothing to do with alcohol, but is time to sleep,Don’t take sleeping pill, okay?I’ll still be with you.

25 june 2005 morning...

I cried without tears (2005)

Love is not everything,
But the love makes me existent,
We couldn’t predict what another party thought,
Human is real, precise….
Personal illusions may make u dream come true, also,
Fantasy that progressed from possibility to actuality,
However……….
However,
It might be brings the negative from your over imagination.
That’s pity.

In the indefinite circumstances,
You choose not to choose me.
Because of mine “embrace” word?
……………………………………
I cried without tears,
And you keep silence.
And we let it be?

9Jan 2005

Thanks A, R, D and OLE Cafe (2005)

10:00pm
What is the fact meaning of the life?
What we needs have to face in our life?
What is true or dare?
Who dare to take it or leave it without any behind?

10:30pm
The questions are just come out without stopping,
Why there is really no one could answer the question,
But answer it always keep it into the deeply heart?

11:00pm
The stage performance is over,
We all claps the hand, even we all don’t know what it is all about.
We left the things that we do not know, and we might not interested to know,
But we might miss some thing that’s what we want indeed.

11:30pm
Why my Cantonese still making sick for other people?
And suffer them/some for 8 years long?
Why doesn’t make sense to them?
Should I suppose to use my mother language “mandarin”?
This is silence performance or another small group favorite?

12:00am
I shouldn’t puff the cigarette, and so am I?
I wasn’t know cause of smoke it may spoil the friendships
So I blame the cigarette…
And I keep smoking for continuous as my punishment…

12:30am
The Malaysia government have been carried a good role
And promotes the anti smoking campaign,
But the result still showing the same increasing for our youth
Yet, they had failed for the quit smoking campaign as well.
Does the love would make the impact?
Have we realized that our parents or our love one loves us?
Or we do not know how to love ourselves?

Sigh…I just wish I could be able to find my loves…
Circulative world …


Thanks A,R,D and Ole Cafe….

June@2005

Dizzy with my morning wake up... (2005)

Dizzy with my morning wake up....... Bright sunny day,dont keep silence, eye sight remain gut.All this while, most of horsemens just want to dance....
@2005

Slumberland's Journey (2005)

Take off work dress, Bringing the “man of one's heart” go for my oneness love slumberland journey.Unlimited fairyland against dawn comes.Saturday night - all night long, Both of us stay at home separately under saffron yellow moonlight again.


Gave you the biscuits expiry date 25 of June,Have you eaten?Now, I’m eating same piece as same expiry date that I given to you.I don’t count days; it makes me realistic what I wanna be…Lawrence, face it~! People wont take expiry stuffs and why you?A sharp wind blows my mind,While my friend had told me he did concerns your ”love”But it may not towards to him indeed.I didn’t keep your gate of distances,But in the subconscious, I saw you……It could be my prediction was wrong, I am sorry.Do you really might what other people think of us?


Stay away in the city rather spending time facing with the electronic materials to communicate my love……….Which’s not healthy and effect on the trade imbalance of life…...My friend says, are you sure you enjoy this kind of feelings?I should answer YES, that is one of the schedules of love! Ohh….My goodness! It because I want you to listens another behind of true voice?Or I should do the same way like what you did-- stay calm?Let the fate makes our minds up?Can we just say, we are not brave enough?


Sunbathing, beaches, trains, coconuts, which gave an effect of spaciousness. When the true journey will start?And when the real edge of the journey will be the last?The reachable love at the end it still the same road,The true unbounded love at the end it still remaining as a road.I hope I have answer your questions.You choose.

26 July 2005 2:30am

Botanical Garden at Penang

"I cant trust u. He said wanna go with me then i cant make it then he still go but he didnt tell me that he go with u. Should i trust u n him too. God what a fool i am."

"He lie to me. He said at botinical garden n then i call him but i dont think he there. U know why, because i cant hear anyone there. Just like a house or his at the someone room. So he lie to me which is i dont like ok. "

No more gifts (2005)

In this world, there are so many of lies, untruth, unfaithful, disclaim unnessary things....... are we deserve to receive this gift?

Teacher Mr.Hisham

The first enter in the school that i had jump into semester ll, it because i had gained the foundation at Kuala Lumpur College of Arts. During term of lll my class was been thoughts by Hisham, he is experienced in board of international advertising = M&M, Leo Bernard co before he to be lecturer at my school. I did not notice he is quite appreciating of my school artworks, until he speak north region of Malay language to me and i was shocked. The final assessment during my semester5, he did give me good vote & press.

Hisham is the men with big & long curliness hair, small cute tummy with long shirt appearance always and his shoe stylish always remain the brown leather.
Yeap, joyful times don’t forget. He loves mixed around with us at school next door mamak and we puffing together for chill out as good as on tea time. He is kind of quite artistic teacher as well, when you are good, he will never stingy to say you good, even you did bad his homework’s, he just ask you redo again.
It give you the statement very clear, because the answer gave you strictly correct position that where you heading to.

His major teaching subjects = illustration, typography, foundation graphic design & fine art.

After i worked in advertising line for 2years i had lost his contacts, if anyone had his status, do update me and email khorqingxiong@gmail.com to let me know, thanks a lot.

My Messy room on Eve Labour Day

Is kind of messy that my room and also call SoHo office. Was haven’t clean up the mess after Chinese new year until today.. Tomorrow Labour Day and I give me self a space to breath. And the suddenly thoughts that actually Penang has a lot places for travel, I labels in which categories it easy for me to find out in future.
-Beaches,
-Hills,
-Animals Wild,
-Nature and natural,
-Arts and Culture and heritage,
-Music tradition and dance,
-Food varieties of choices,
-Heritage and buildings,
-River waterfall adventure,

Here some tips for you if enjoy in kampong life, which is the window to other side of Penang :
Pulau Aman,
Pulau betong,
Sungai Chenaam,
Teluk Bahang,
Mengkuang Titi,
Kampung Jalan Baru, Balik Pulau
Sungai Semilang,
Sungai Duri.

For more information Tel : (604) 250 - 5500 / (604) 250 - 5502

THYPHOONS in LIFE.

IF ROSES ARE RED AND VOILETS ARE BLUE, THEN YOU'LL FIND HAPPINESS PURE AND TRUE!

IF IF YOU KNOW WHAT KINDA WEATHER YOUR HEART LIKE, THEN YOU'LL CONTROL ALL THE THYPHOONS IN YOUR LIFE!
Thank you words from Sean-Micheal 4@2007


(Pic of Laver&Labu Sayong taken at yard of family hse@labourDay)

Little green of toilet-water at backside bathroom

The another Tom Cruise samulai not in wild,
remains calmness of gentle.
Thank you for allowed our lewd and my dissolute.
(Part of feeling on 29april )

Slip down to the my right collumn and vote what this blog color page mean stand for:
-back to origin emotion
-health&peace
-msia top5
-trend color sense

My Lament

April jam,
day after sacrifice.
Brightening sun with some hazes appears.
Stuffs, canvas been packed.
My body not yet fluidizes.
I shocked, Yong's more shocked.
I stare at point,
I vomit continuity,
I stacked at the mattress.

Six months after,
The small happening bunch of Penang’s old experiences artists.
Chee ling's eyes contact is different,
Ya, my paintings are more expressionist.
Dr.Tang didn’t talks his loyal history, I appreciate.
He advised my canvas must thicker than others & I kept the word in heart.

Suddenly, Huck Theng’s (A new penang artist) pop-up the voice that:
"Mr.Koid has death 6 months".
My yellow skin flew over to my head moment.
Where have i been?
Where does he ?
Some people say schizophrenia.
Some people say was two sides extremely happened.
Some people say heart breaks off.
Some people say suicide.

Different peoples different stories.
But my mind non-different for thought,
i have seen it,
i have went thru.
I respect.

Lated lament for my honor after my dad.
April@2007

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Because, we on the move.

Some old building on the road side was totally let the repealer abandoned for so long without any renovation or moving, not of just doesn’t make git-up of city and which is quite wasted the old building without any function. Fully utilities it, It no matter in commercial way or art&culture way are still the better way. Because, we on the move.

It was so spark when every time take the ferry to the island and a lot nice heritages and nice buildings appear in my eyes. I do wish to see again and maybe more gorgeous scenes that I never seen before.

The Gat lebuh Armenian ( also known as Armenian St Ghaut)

Along the Gat lebuh Armenian ( also known as Armenian St Ghaut),
Is the main road of the circle of old buildings surrounding, which has contains with the quite historical war houses and shop lots. I walk down on the after Chinese temples and masjid jamek on your left hand side, you will able to see the Sunday evening market something like free-market. However if compare with Singapore Armenian Street (Chinese: 亚米尼亚街),the Penang Armenian Street(Chinese:打銅仔街) are much more full of cultures and numbers of heritage buildings.

Picture above of the saddle i could seen the shadow from Madonna

Rosary riches Penang Armenian street

Ocean gull Sunday gospel,
Blue sunlight’s around the ground.

Didn’t join the crowd left behind from symptom of headache.

If the deliberation couldn’t reach my level and i gonna suffer.

The instinct needed.

So just walk through out the peace feeling much better.

Penang Armenian street full of riches colors.

Apparently rosary pink attract my eyes.

And calmness is inevitable.
Never run but just walk.

Less than 5mins chill out at kapitan’s for a tea.

Another guy just sat down maybe for self indulge session.

When you are alone, actually you are not alone.

Anson

Is all suddenly
Because that I quite missing a lot my ex.
My ex is profound, perverse, pettish, meditative, inborn, cool cute... ...
Doesn’t matter, but is still belong the person is.

Kissing the back neck,
Stir the arms,
Sniff the lips, nose, abs, leg, hand bone...
Whispers in the air….

Can’t believe that so kind wanna married me.
This is not childish but the truth.
I gave what Anson never had?
I insist my life direction.

Experiences on the moves,
Had many people has passing through your mind yet?
Any the right people beside you?


Anson's, my arm and chest are still here... ...
And my quarto is still there.

No matter how who I’m am today

Actually i don’t really like to talk about her
But just score up and paste some words that i don’t wanna keep too long the message in the store case, so probably just paste it here and make it as consider reasonable of open feelings.

No matter how many u to take, then take it o leave it.
No matter how who I’m am today, future, then take it o leave it.
I’m so sick recently alot ppl cal xiong like sean, ai….

And some people just gonna kills their spares of much sms and only you sms, I would advice better don’t use your own words instead of doing forwarding sms.

Finalize the conversation

19 of 22 age, I left Faye Wong to replaced her status
She is too old make me old,
26 of 28 age, I left Madonna to replaced her status
She is too new in this circle,

Two women’s are oldest than me, is fact.

Set me free, set me inspire.

The key and the balls still with it together, but never left behind.
This April is not only for 2008, it reflects all the stories have been going thru before.

In 13 April 2003, I was telling her on:
1 of April 2003, I had shifted out Kelana Jaya room to Taman Dr.Tun Ismail. After the first day me and loves stay in new place and heard Leslie were dead. Yes, we still staying together even the love is not that rapid, but emboss to side abit.
That I am really exhausted don’t let my love life in the tired way, unnatural and fake. And stop telling me that I am a Leslie, I am not. Even you and I knowing each other since form four at beginning of stage. After all, I broke off with my lover, suddenly lost hand and mind, don’t know how to paint and write. I lost hair about 50sen thick hole on my back, and I resigned and quit the job to calm down.
I said I got hurt by love and I need a spare time talk to my lover as well.
I need communicate.


Now, I had had to finalize my communication, thanks for everything’s.

Note:(The sport-short that i wear on picture so happy my lover can have it)